Paul 2nd June 2018

A message from her daughter Dear Mum, There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. I always play it back in my mind what if it was different, what if you were here. I’m sorry for the ways I acted every time you told me I couldn’t do something and how I lashed out towards you. I know you’re with me every time I wish you were here, but only if you could be there in person. I want to see your face again to see the happiness when I achieve something great, I miss the tears of joy that dropped off your face like a waterfall. Every day, hour, minute and second that goes by doesn’t feel the same without you next to me. There is so much I could say, how strong a person you were lifting me up when I was down. Thank you, after all the only thing you wanted for me was for me to be loved and happy. I wish I could have done more for you, in the short amount of time I had spent with you, you were the one that always made me feel loved inside. Deep, deep down my heart bursts into thousands of little shards like someone has just dropped a pane of glass. The point is no one could ever replace you no matter how kind, you will always be in the centre of my heart. Every memory I have with you is most precious thing in the world to me, no one could ever get rid of the amazing things we have done together. No matter what happens you will always be my mum and no one in this world can replace you. By Molly